Tiap hari bersama Tuhan

there may or may not be an interesting turn in my life here. jadi gini, point blank, tadi gw ke dokter yg di sini, for the 2nd time. dia kurang kooperatif sih, tapi at least i get the drugs out of him..EVEN THOUGH KATANYA emang itu obat banyak efek samping macem2 but, i am still willing to take it, karena kerjanya cepet sih. gw cape bawa "kelainan" ini lama2. biar lah at least for another month or so, i’ll still be under the influence, untuk sisanya..Allah penyembuhku

now, here’s the interesting turn. gw kemaren ke dokter yg perwakilannya Psoriasis Association untuk cina, and kemaren karena gw "nyerobot" di dokter, jadi gw gak bisa beli obat or anything, even though dia mengizinkan gw konsultasi..anyways, dia kasih buku ke gw, pake zhongwen, and karena bokap gw di sini, gw suruh bokap gw baca. AND isinya ada yg ngomong begini: "kelainan" ini bisa disembuhkan karena 70% faktor perubahan lifestyle (jadi harus stress-free gitu..) and 30% karena obat. SO, my dad was thinking of getting me out of china. HEAR THAT FRIENDS?!??! GETTING ME OUT OF CHINA!! jadi gw balik ke pelukan bonyok (rencananya) and di indo nanti gw bakalan kerja sama bokap gw. blajar dikit2 ttg nerusin perusahaan. pertama sih pas ide ini keluar, bokap rada2 gak gitu setuju, takut gw malahan lebih stress, tp gw jujur rada interested ttg nerusin perusahaan sih, because evantually itu kan bakalan jadi nasib gw (KLO TUHAN MENGIZINKAN) ..and i think i will kinda enjoy working sih, karena bakalan jadi sekretarisnya bokap ataw sekretarisnya GMnya bokap, which means wherever they go i will follow too.. yah SEKALI LAGI pertama sih pas keluar ide ini, bokap rada2 ragu, tapi seiring dia baca buku dari ni dokter cina, dia makin pasti, and udah konsultasi sama nyokap. SO evantually, it’s up to me, even though, makin diomongin, makin minute, bokap gw makin pasti ttg segera ngebalikin gw for good ke indo. LAGIAN, positif ke2nya ttg balikin gw ke indo, jadi BoNyok bisa lebih deket lagi ngawasin gw, perkembangan kelainan tubuh gw gitu.. jadi klo ada apa2 bisa langsung terbang ke singapore whatnot..

hana, the working girl.. imagine.. bye bye jingmao.. imagine… bye bye IFGF Beijing.. bye bye baju dingin.. imagine.. bye bye pelayanan.. imagine.. bye bye friends.. imagine.. BAYANGIN DOANK YA.. even though i’m really giving it a lot of thought, gw belom bulet banget nih keputusannya.. (udah bayar uang skolah lagi..)

breathe Hana.. breathe..

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